I press my face against the glass of the future

Trusting my eyes and their adventures 

And yet there remains this fog on the window sill

It’s as though my heart runs but I sit still

The clock on the mantle ticks with a sad and hopeful rythme 

The dreams in my heart satisfy me, but only for a minute 

The view outside the window looks hopeful

Like a secret that is yet to be told

For years I waited and watched through that window

Anticipation turned to desperation and dissatisfaction and so

I wished to reach through the glass of time

And change what I saw to fit the perfect image in my mind

Time was like a bird flying by and mocking me

My heart, tied to the future, with a endless, hopeless string

My eyes, longing to see, became quite blind

My dreams, a mirage, in the desert of time

And then in an epiphany 

I turn away from the window to see

That all I ever wanted 

Was here right next to me

All I ever wanted 

Was what I didn’t see

All I ever wanted

Was you

Written by

eileejensen

Eilee Jensen is a junior and has loved all things creative for as long as she can remember. Writing, songwriting, journaling, and poetry are a few of her passions that she enjoys as a way to dive into culture and the human experience. She is thoroughly excited to further her creative journey through being a Muse writer!